"वफ़ा चाहता हूँ"

में करना तुझसे वफ़ा चाहता हूँ,
में जीने की वजह चाहता हूँ,
खोया रहता हूँ तेरी यादों में,
होना तेरे इश्क में फनाह चाहता हूँ,....

में तेरी आँखों में डूबना चाहता हूँ
तेरे दिल में उतरना चाहता हूँ,
सफ़र लम्बा है ज़िन्दगी का ,
में तेरे साथ चलना चाहता हूँ.......

तेरी जुल्फों को संवारना चाहता हूँ,
ज़िन्दगी तेरी बाहों में गुज़ारना चाहता हूँ,
साथ रहे तेरे मेरा इस कदर,
बस इतनी सी दुआ, में खुदा चाहता हूँ,.....

तेरे गम में रोना चाहता हूँ,
तेरी ख़ुशी में हँसना चाहता हूँ,
हसरत है बस तुझे पाने की,
अपनी ज़िन्दगी तेरे नाम करना चाहता हूँ.

में करना तुझसे वफ़ा चाहता हूँ,
में जीने की वजह चाहता हूँ......

Love in Crazy Times Review

I recently read the book "Love in Crazy times" written by KV Gautam.

This book revolves around the main character Amit who is a comman man(but with a vision) from a remote area who is struggling hard to make a huge impact in a metro.

How he deals with all the challenges and funny situations that crept up infront of him time to time.

Also it is very funny and impressive to read how he keeps juggling to maintain the balance between Professional, family and  Love life. 

Even it inspires how to work for your dreams and goals.

At some pages I personally feel pity about the people who give up against Indian culture regarding their forced marriages and such other things. 

Whereas as some part it is impossible to stop laughing because of the comedy crept up by employees against bosses and funny situation bosses fell in due to their lack of knowledge or due to their wikipedia type knowledge.

Definately this book reminds me about the crazy things I do to get rid of stress or depression from evil bosses or to get rid from a heartbreak(lol).

Romantic side of the book is also very good, you will be excited to know what is going to happen next.

It was awesome reading such a Funny but much meaningful book in which we can clearly smell the taste of rigid Indian culture who always try to control the youth.

language of the book is very simple and even humorous at some places and I would personally recommend everyone to read this book once.

There's a hunger for love

"The greatest disease in the West today is not TB or leprosy; it is being unwanted, unloved, and uncared for. We can cure physical diseases with medicine, but the only cure for loneliness, despair, and hopelessness is love. There are many in the world who are dying for a piece of bread but there are many more dying for a little love. The poverty in the West is a different kind of poverty -- it is not only a poverty of loneliness but also of spirituality. There's a hunger for love, as there is a hunger for God."

Mein Gehri Neend mein Soya tha...

Mein Gehri Neend mein Soya tha...

Meri kabr pe aakar akele

kaatil meria phoot phoot kar roya tha

usey shayad na maloom tha

ki mein gehri neend mein soya tha

jisne tadpaya mujhe umrbhar

gum diye jisne hazaron mujhe

meri maut k gum mein usne

khudko ashkon mein duboya tha

Jo mere gum-e-dil ka illaz thi

Jo meri saaz, meri awaaz thi

Mujhe paakar apne se door

Usne apna aancha bhigoya tha

Ae khuda ye tera kaisa insaaf hai

Kya pyaar karna bhi koi paap hai

Aaj jab mein uske aansu ponch nahin sakta

Ro Ro kar wo meri yaadon mein khoya tha

Usey shayad na maloom tha

Ki mein gehri neend mein soya tha

Composed by

Sooraj Singh

Koi Kaise bhool Jaaye

Koi Kaise bhool jaaye, Apne pehle pyar ki daastan
wo bheega hua mann, or dil-e-baikarar ki daastan.........

Koi Kaise bhool jaaye, wo pehle pyaar ki pehli mulakaat,
wo baat karne ki jhijhak, wo janmon k ekraar ki daastan.........

Koi Kaise bhool jaaye, wo pehle pyaar ka pehla khat,
wo kaampte hue haath, wo pyaar k izhaar ki daastan.........

Koi Kaise bhool jaaye, wo pehle pyaar k suhane din
wo ghanton milna, wo baatein hazaar ki daastan.........

Koi Kaise bhool jaaye, wo pehle pyaar ki pehli ruswai
wo roothna manana, wo mausam k baahar ki daastan.........

Koi Kaise bhool jaaye, pehle pyaar mein mila pehla dhoka
wo chehra us bewafa ka, wo jhoote dildaar ki daastan.........

composed by

Sooraj singh

One Day She Died

"One day she died"

Under the Trees and Stars,

We used to meet for hours,

We loved each other,

without barriers, without bars....

She looked into my eyes,

I looked her face,

days passed gently,

With happiness and Grace...

First time when I looked,

Into her eyes,

I never knew,

I will fell in love with her....

One day she cried,

on my shoulder,

She was unhappy,

due to some fear,

She never revealed,

what she suffered,

but to me, something,

destiny had offered....

And one day,

she died in my Arms,

She looked towards me,

quiet and calm....

Tears came out,

from my eyes,

just as.

melting bergs of ice.....

and now she lives in my heart,

and each day I die for her,

Because,

Love happens once,

but last for lifetime.....

I know she is waiting for me,

but she wants me to live....

but she wants me to live....

chahta hoon

Kyun Mujhe andhera pasand hai,
Mein roshni se door jaana chahta hoon,
Khushiyon ki jagah dil mein apne,
Kyun gum ka aashiyana banana chahta hoon/

Aisa kya hua mere saath,
Kyun mein ye sochkar rota hoon,
Dhoondta hoon chand saawalon k jawab,
Jab bhi mein tanha honta hoon,
Kya wajah hai mein mehfil ko chodkar
,Kyun tanhai ka saath nibhana chahta hoon/

Wo yaadien bhi taaza hain,
Wo zakhm bhi hara hai,
Jo nasoor ban gaya ho,
Kya wo zakhm kabhi bhara hai,
Dhoondhne se mil jagya ilaaz in zakhmon ka,
Par kyun mein in zakhmon ko bachana chahta hoon/

Na jaane kyun bhool gaye mujhe,
Yaad aate hain wo dost purane,
Wo ladna wo jhagadna,
Wo bachpan se jawani tak k yarane,
Jo mila matlabi hi mila,
Ab na koi dost pana chahta hoon/

Wo bada sa aangan,
Wo hara bhara ghar mera,
Wo meri maa k aanchal,
Jahan tha kabhi mera basera,
Bahut ji liya apno se door rehkar,
Marne se pehle ek baar ghar jaana chahta hoon
Bus ek baar ghar jaana chahta hoon……..Sooraj singh